Yes or no? Is it wrong to say no to something in this hologram? A Course In Miracles says, if you brother asks you to do something ridiculous, say yes because if you don't you are making it real.
Ramtha on the other hand says, if it doesn't bring you joy, get rid of it.
'Butterflies are Free to Fly' says,this is just a game, filled with every emotion imaginable and the ultimate goal is no self.
In order to say no to a request from a brother, I realize I have to have a story to back me up. Such as, I have to say no because...
I am working on eliminating stories from my life and every story seems to have a judgement connected to it, this one is no different.
My present story seemed very obvious to me.It occurred two days ago. The main character was (seemingly) avoiding an unpleasant life circumstance and using others to take care of the situation for him. One of those people indirectly was me. After much thought on the request to have me involved I made the choice to say no because, and it's here that the stories and the judgements crept in. They seemed quite logical at the time, and for once I was going to take care of myself and say no, without the usual accompanying guilt. After I said no, I felt really peaceful, or did I? It seemed that way at the time, but something was nagging at me. It was the information I had read in The Course In Miracles, give all to all.
After more contemplation today, I can see that if my Holy Spirit, who I have confirmed is in charge of my life, places a brother in front of me asking for help, then I must say yes. The gift I receive from saying yes is the opportunity to recognize the unpleasant feelings it brings up,and heal them through forgiveness. The only real feelings being love, joy and peace, everything else is an illusion.
I know this to be true, the question is,can I trust my Holy Spirit enough to let go of controlling the outcome of anything? Can I say yes,when every cell of my being is crying out with thoughts such as,I don't want to because. I shouldn't have to because. I will show him because. I know what's best for him because. To say yes when I want to say no is a huge leap for me but I think I am ready to give it a try. Who knows, maybe this is the biggest illusion of all. Lol
P.s. What about discernment you may ask. Well don't think it didn't come up in my contemplation. For now I will say no more about it. It has been thought through and I am ready to continue with my huge leap and see what happens. Will keep you updated!
Wednesday, 18 January 2012
Saturday, 14 January 2012
A Holographic World!
Here I am sitting inside a coffee shop. Or am I really sitting here. Who is the I that is sitting here or thinks she is sitting here? An illusion, a hologram and yes, I too am a hologram. A hologram within a hologram. Is there a way out? There must be, after all movies do change. Who is making the hologram that I seem to be sitting in right now? Who makes the hologram of pain and suffering? Who makes the hologram of beautiful sunsets?
Why can't my mind have a thought that sets me totally free? Am I always to be a prisoner inside a hologram? Why can't I just close my eyes and wake up with God? Don't tell me it's because I still believe this hologram is real. Yes,yes I know that's a possibility and if it's so how can I get beyond it? Why can't I just wake up? Am I so attached to everything here that I can't live without it? Can't say I am not,but I think I am willing to give it all up for peace love and joy 24/7.
It's a few days later and last night I had a dream that I was separate from my human self and looking down from above onto the human drama. It was hilarious, I was laughing so hard at the dramas myself and others make up and get really emotionally involved in. Dramas that cause pain and suffering both physically and emotionally and even in my dream state I was aware that none of it was true. Then, as I realized that I was both watching and participating I woke up.
Was this a message from my Holy Spirit? I had wanted to blog about my dream but decided to wait for an understanding of what it was about. A few days later I was browsing at the kindle store looking up free books when I came across a book by Stephen Davis called 'Butterflies Are Free to Fly' I knew right away that I had to read it.
I had heard many stories on my journey about the metamorphosis of a caterpillar into a butterfly, and how it correlated with the metamorphosis of a human being. I even wrote a poem about a butterfly in 1986, the first year I began to study my journey with Ramtha. It goes like this.
Out of a chrysalis I emerge a butterfly I am
Spreading my wings and taking flight, wondering if I can
Into the unknown I go forth pushing aside the fear
Leaving the memories of the past, the now becoming clear
Deeper, deeper into the void creating as I go
Losing friends along the way who just don't want to know
Oh how I love this life of mine the laughter and the tears
I wouldn't change with anyone despite my many fears.
So, the title of the book captured my attention and I downloaded it, not knowing it would give me the answers to the questions I was having. ( Spirit moves in mysterious ways)
I had no problem opening my mind to what I was hearing because it was based on so many things I had learned in the past while studying quantum physics, holograms and illusions. The information reminded me that I am not in charge of my life, my 'Infinite I' is, and every experience I have ever had has been planned specifically for me by my Infinite I, with the sole intent of waking me up to the truth.
In other words I did not create my own reality as I had previously believed, my 'Infinite I'did. He has hired every person, place, thing, time and event to play a part in this game specifically for me to have an emotional experience in order to set me free from this hologram.
I got to see more clearly that the human drama really is a hologram,and that it has been proven through science and quantum physics. In fact,the information in this book was offering me the answers to the questions I had been asking, at the perfect time because I was ready to hear it.
I highly recommend this book and will keep you updated on my progress. There is so much more to tell but I suggest you get the book and use it as a tool for discovering your true self.
Why can't my mind have a thought that sets me totally free? Am I always to be a prisoner inside a hologram? Why can't I just close my eyes and wake up with God? Don't tell me it's because I still believe this hologram is real. Yes,yes I know that's a possibility and if it's so how can I get beyond it? Why can't I just wake up? Am I so attached to everything here that I can't live without it? Can't say I am not,but I think I am willing to give it all up for peace love and joy 24/7.
It's a few days later and last night I had a dream that I was separate from my human self and looking down from above onto the human drama. It was hilarious, I was laughing so hard at the dramas myself and others make up and get really emotionally involved in. Dramas that cause pain and suffering both physically and emotionally and even in my dream state I was aware that none of it was true. Then, as I realized that I was both watching and participating I woke up.
Was this a message from my Holy Spirit? I had wanted to blog about my dream but decided to wait for an understanding of what it was about. A few days later I was browsing at the kindle store looking up free books when I came across a book by Stephen Davis called 'Butterflies Are Free to Fly' I knew right away that I had to read it.
I had heard many stories on my journey about the metamorphosis of a caterpillar into a butterfly, and how it correlated with the metamorphosis of a human being. I even wrote a poem about a butterfly in 1986, the first year I began to study my journey with Ramtha. It goes like this.
Out of a chrysalis I emerge a butterfly I am
Spreading my wings and taking flight, wondering if I can
Into the unknown I go forth pushing aside the fear
Leaving the memories of the past, the now becoming clear
Deeper, deeper into the void creating as I go
Losing friends along the way who just don't want to know
Oh how I love this life of mine the laughter and the tears
I wouldn't change with anyone despite my many fears.
So, the title of the book captured my attention and I downloaded it, not knowing it would give me the answers to the questions I was having. ( Spirit moves in mysterious ways)
I had no problem opening my mind to what I was hearing because it was based on so many things I had learned in the past while studying quantum physics, holograms and illusions. The information reminded me that I am not in charge of my life, my 'Infinite I' is, and every experience I have ever had has been planned specifically for me by my Infinite I, with the sole intent of waking me up to the truth.
In other words I did not create my own reality as I had previously believed, my 'Infinite I'did. He has hired every person, place, thing, time and event to play a part in this game specifically for me to have an emotional experience in order to set me free from this hologram.
I got to see more clearly that the human drama really is a hologram,and that it has been proven through science and quantum physics. In fact,the information in this book was offering me the answers to the questions I had been asking, at the perfect time because I was ready to hear it.
I highly recommend this book and will keep you updated on my progress. There is so much more to tell but I suggest you get the book and use it as a tool for discovering your true self.
Saturday, 7 January 2012
Life is simpler than I think
Last week I was sitting in a hotel lobby when I suddenly had an awareness. People were passing back and forth and I was reading. Occasionally I would look up and sometimes make contact with a passer by and other times no contact. I suddenly realized I am not supposed to make contact with everyone,and those I do make contact with are there for a reason. I dont have to know the reason but I do know that its always an opportunity to share love.
In the past,I had often set out in my day with an intent to find people to share with. It rarely happened because I had an expectation on how it was supposed to be, and it was more complicated than a simple hello or a smile. In fact I can now see it wasnt an unconditional act, I needed a specific response from someone else to confirm that the sharing had actually taken place. I usually came home wondering why nothing had happened, when in fact,if I had been more aware at the time, I probably would have noticed that I had indeed had many opportunities for sharing a simple smile or even just a thought of love and connection. I was unconscious to the fact that I was actually looking for something rather than giving something of myself.
In this moment of awareness as I contemplated in the hotel lobby, I opened myself up to experience more joy,love and freedom because I was ready to let go of my expectations of how it's supposed to be. My eyes are now opened to a bigger world around me and I am sharing more smiles and loving thoughts with those I am destined to meet along the way.
In the past,I had often set out in my day with an intent to find people to share with. It rarely happened because I had an expectation on how it was supposed to be, and it was more complicated than a simple hello or a smile. In fact I can now see it wasnt an unconditional act, I needed a specific response from someone else to confirm that the sharing had actually taken place. I usually came home wondering why nothing had happened, when in fact,if I had been more aware at the time, I probably would have noticed that I had indeed had many opportunities for sharing a simple smile or even just a thought of love and connection. I was unconscious to the fact that I was actually looking for something rather than giving something of myself.
In this moment of awareness as I contemplated in the hotel lobby, I opened myself up to experience more joy,love and freedom because I was ready to let go of my expectations of how it's supposed to be. My eyes are now opened to a bigger world around me and I am sharing more smiles and loving thoughts with those I am destined to meet along the way.
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