Here I am sitting inside a coffee shop. Or am I really sitting here. Who is the I that is sitting here or thinks she is sitting here? An illusion, a hologram and yes, I too am a hologram. A hologram within a hologram. Is there a way out? There must be, after all movies do change. Who is making the hologram that I seem to be sitting in right now? Who makes the hologram of pain and suffering? Who makes the hologram of beautiful sunsets?
Why can't my mind have a thought that sets me totally free? Am I always to be a prisoner inside a hologram? Why can't I just close my eyes and wake up with God? Don't tell me it's because I still believe this hologram is real. Yes,yes I know that's a possibility and if it's so how can I get beyond it? Why can't I just wake up? Am I so attached to everything here that I can't live without it? Can't say I am not,but I think I am willing to give it all up for peace love and joy 24/7.
It's a few days later and last night I had a dream that I was separate from my human self and looking down from above onto the human drama. It was hilarious, I was laughing so hard at the dramas myself and others make up and get really emotionally involved in. Dramas that cause pain and suffering both physically and emotionally and even in my dream state I was aware that none of it was true. Then, as I realized that I was both watching and participating I woke up.
Was this a message from my Holy Spirit? I had wanted to blog about my dream but decided to wait for an understanding of what it was about. A few days later I was browsing at the kindle store looking up free books when I came across a book by Stephen Davis called 'Butterflies Are Free to Fly' I knew right away that I had to read it.
I had heard many stories on my journey about the metamorphosis of a caterpillar into a butterfly, and how it correlated with the metamorphosis of a human being. I even wrote a poem about a butterfly in 1986, the first year I began to study my journey with Ramtha. It goes like this.
Out of a chrysalis I emerge a butterfly I am
Spreading my wings and taking flight, wondering if I can
Into the unknown I go forth pushing aside the fear
Leaving the memories of the past, the now becoming clear
Deeper, deeper into the void creating as I go
Losing friends along the way who just don't want to know
Oh how I love this life of mine the laughter and the tears
I wouldn't change with anyone despite my many fears.
So, the title of the book captured my attention and I downloaded it, not knowing it would give me the answers to the questions I was having. ( Spirit moves in mysterious ways)
I had no problem opening my mind to what I was hearing because it was based on so many things I had learned in the past while studying quantum physics, holograms and illusions. The information reminded me that I am not in charge of my life, my 'Infinite I' is, and every experience I have ever had has been planned specifically for me by my Infinite I, with the sole intent of waking me up to the truth.
In other words I did not create my own reality as I had previously believed, my 'Infinite I'did. He has hired every person, place, thing, time and event to play a part in this game specifically for me to have an emotional experience in order to set me free from this hologram.
I got to see more clearly that the human drama really is a hologram,and that it has been proven through science and quantum physics. In fact,the information in this book was offering me the answers to the questions I had been asking, at the perfect time because I was ready to hear it.
I highly recommend this book and will keep you updated on my progress. There is so much more to tell but I suggest you get the book and use it as a tool for discovering your true self.
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