This was a statement Ramtha said to his audience about fifteen years ago. I was a part of that audience and when I heard this it rang so true for me. I joked about it for years later, telling others and my dog they were already dead.. Ramtha explained it in a different way to how I hear it now through A Course in Miracles, but it is all the same thing. What they are both saying is that we are not really here, we just think we are. We buy into the belief of reincarnation in order to keep the dream going, making birth and death real when it never really happened. As the course says we were never born and we never die. We are spirit, whole and innocent and the rest is an illusion.
How empowering is this? It doesn't take our power away, it magnifies it.
Last night I asked holy spirit for a deeper understanding of this and here is what unfolded in the wee hours of this morning.
As I mentioned, twenty years of my life were spent attending Ramthas school of enlightenment in Yelm Washington.I knew nothing of this world being an illusion at that time. Ramtha told the story of his own lifetime over and over and I accepted it as something that really happened, just like it seems my life really happened. Ramthas message besides saying we are God, was that all of us in his audience were in his army in the one lifetime that he had and that he awakened in that lifetime and ascended in front of us, telling us he would come back for us after we were done with our lives. He said the reason we weren't ready at that time 36,000 years ago was because we were still attached to the things in this reality and until we had done and had them all we wouldn't be ready to leave.
The course in miracles says this reality never existed in the first place. That we think we separated from God, but it never really occurred. That we never left God and are thinking we are here when we are not. If you want to know more, look up Ramtha on line, or take a look at the story of a Course in Miracles on YouTube and feel it out for yourself.
back to this morning.......What came to me as I was waking up is the realization that Ramtha doesn't really exist. He too is a figure in my movie who fifteen years ago was telling me what I didn't really understand back then. That I am already dead, meaning, in my new awareness that I never really lived so I never really died. I have been reiterating my movie over and over for thousands of years making it real. Wow, this was me,telling me,back then and not even understanding the magnification of that truth.
Then here was the metaphor again. I could clearly see the Me, the real Me standing in this beam of light watching my thoughts. Like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle I watched my idea of Ramtha, being real then not, and the truth I had found in the Course in Miracles. The pieces were all floating around and I was the illusionary me in the middle of them trying to piece them together. Then suddenly realizing they are not meant to come together because they are all part of a story, my story, none of which is real.
The true me watching never moved, was solid and fully present, just observing. I was finally getting it!
This blog is doing the work I expected it to do but much faster and more powerful than I could have imagined. It's as if I set the intent, and the Holy Spirit is invited in, helping me to wake up once again to the truth. These pieces of the puzzle are my illusionary life finally breaking apart and the message is, I need do nothing!
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